Saturday, December 29, 2018

Chaos for Christmas


The little house was cold. Outside the snow was thick and heavy and still falling. It glowed in the gaslit lamps that lined the street. Abby shivered as she dressed. There was no coal in the house. The iron stove was black and dark and there was no money to buy more coal. It was Christmas Eve morning and there was no way to heat the house, or cook what little food they had. Abby knew there was only one option left. Mama and Papa couldn’t get any money for the coal, and her own wages wouldn’t be paid for another week. But she would get the coal. She just needed to be bad. Bad enough that Father Christmas would bring her coal.

Carefully she made her bed and stroked the brown yarn hair of the rag doll Father Christmas had brought her last year. This year she had been hoping for a toy theatre or a book. But now they needed coal, and she was the only one who could provide it.

She hurried through the snowy streets to the Seymour Mansion. Taking a deep breath, her stomach churned at the thought of what she was about to do. Back talking to Mrs. Seymour or even the housekeeper would get her fired. But Miss Seymour… she would be angry and give her more work, but she would overlook it, provided she never misspoke again. Which she wouldn’t. She only needed to be bad for one day.

In the warm mansion, the smell of gingerbread permeated every room, holly and evergreens adorned the walls. The Seymour children ran through the house with shrieks of laughter and were met with indulgent smiles. The normally grumpy cook overlooked stolen gingerbread men; including the one Abby snagged. She didn’t know if that made stealing the gingerbread bad or not.

Miss Seymour was flustered when Abby arrived to wait on her. “Mr. Edwards will be here this afternoon!” she wailed. “Oh, whatever will I wear? He said he wouldn’t be in London until after Christmas. Oh, I’m not ready for this!”

Abby nodded distractedly. She had to say something bad. But she did hate to spoil Miss Seymour’s day. Mr. Edwards was bound to propose soon. What if he had come back to London for just this purpose? Miss Seymour chattered on, while Abby halfheartedly pulled dresses from the wardrobe. Finally she couldn’t stand it anymore. She had to do it. For her family.

“It’s not fair,” she blurted out in the middle of Miss Seymour’s cries. “You get to spend the day with your young man and your family, but I have to work through Christmas.”

Miss Seymour stared at her in shock. Silence draped over them. Was it enough? Wondered Abby. Should she say anything else?

“You poor thing,” sighed Miss Seymour. “I’m such a selfish creature. You must go home at once!”

Before Abby knew what was happening she was bundled off with many “Merry Christmases,” several gingerbread men wrapped in paper, and strict instructions not to return until Boxing Day. She found herself outside the mansion, completely stunned. This was not what was supposed to happen. Surely though the back talking was still bad, even if Miss Seymour had agreed with her. But was it bad enough? And now she was no longer in the warm mansion, but starting to shiver in the street.

As she pondered this, a gentleman came into view. It was Mr. Wright, a young man who was rumored to be in love with Miss Seymour. Of course, everyone knew he didn’t have a chance; Miss Seymour fancied Mr. Edwards. Mr. Wright was  a newcomer on the social scene (the Edwards were old established friends of the Seymours’). Mr. Wright was well-to-do (but not as rich as Mr. Edwards), and kind (a triviality; so was Mr, Edwards).  Mr. Wright just couldn’t compete. Suddenly Abby knew another bad thing she could do.

“Mr. Wright!” she called, running up to him. “Miss Seymour is waiting for you!”

He gasped and turned towards her at once, “Waiting for me?”

Abby nodded vigorously, “She won’t tell anyone of course, but she’s terribly in love with you.”

“But Edwards-”

“Doesn’t care for him,” Abby lied happily, thinking of the coal that surely awaited her for this. “She only favors him to please her family. But if you went to her right now-”

“Of course,” cried Mr. Wright and hurried to the mansion before Abby finished speaking.

She shivered in the snow and felt terribly sorry for the terrible disappointment he was about to receive. Maybe Miss Seymour would fire her after all when she found out about her outrageous lie. But by then her own family would be warm. Selfishly she ate her gingerbread just to be sure Father Christmas wouldn’t think of bringing her presents and wandered the freezing streets until dark.

As she returned home, she passed the Seymour mansion again and to her astonishment, saw Mr. Wright and Miss Seymour exiting a coach. They smiled at each other, glowing in the light of the street lamps. They didn’t look at all like people who’d had a nasty trick played on them. In fact, they looked like an idealistic pair of lovers. But that wasn’t possible. She looked down at the street as she passed, not wanting to be recognized.

“I still can’t believe you finally declared your intentions,” sighed Miss Seymour. “Today has been the happiest dream.”

“It’s all thanks to your maid,” replied Mr. Wright, causing Abby to jerk to a stop before forcing herself to keep moving. “I wouldn’t have known I had a chance otherwise.”

Abby shook  as much from surprise as from the cold. Miss Seymour really had been secretly in love with Mr. Wright the whole time! How could anyone have known? He didn’t have anything Mr. Edwards didn’t. And worst of all that meant she hadn’t told a lie. Visions of coal and a warm Christmas vanished. Of course, she’d meant to lie, she assured herself. That had to be enough to get her coal for Christmas. Then she remembered the happiness on Miss Seymour’s and Mr. Wright’s faces. Anything that led to that much joy couldn’t be bad. Not really. She hurried home, tears leaving icy trails down her cheeks. There had to be something else she could do. They needed that coal!

The little house was as cold as the streets. White puffs of breath danced in front of each family member. Even wrapping up in blankets didn’t help. Dinner was cold. Mama and Papa tried to be cheerful. Abby pretended to believe their predictions that next year would be better. They all said Christmas was the best and happiest time of the year.

“Off to bed with you,” Mama said at last. “Father Christmas won’t bring any presents if you wait up for him.”

Abby nodded dutifully, but realized that she had one last chance to be bad. She laid in bed and waited for her parents to fall asleep. Then she crept down to the bedraggled Christmas tree and waited for Father Christmas. Despite the cold her eyelids drooped. She jerked up and started pacing the room. She had to stay awake. Surely this one last thing was bad enough for coal. Then a terrible thought occurred to her. What if staying up kept Father Christmas away completely? It was disappointing enough to be giving up her gifts, but if she lost the coal as well… Abby flung herself into a chair and sobbed.

“Why the tears on Christmas Eve?”

Abby looked up and gasped. There he was with a snow white beard and a long red coat. Father Christmas himself.

“I-“ She stopped. How could she tell Father Christmas? “I’m getting coal for Christmas, aren’t I?”

The saint laughed, a deep jolly sound, “Yes my dear, but not for the reason you think!” He knelt down and took Abby’s hands in his. “You were good this year. Even your attempts to be bad were good. And that means you get what you want most for Christmas: coal.”

Abby cried with joy as Father Christmas piled heaps of coal around the stove and lit the fire. Soon, flames were dancing merrily in the iron stove. Warmth flooded into the house. She threw off the blanket she had been huddling under and basked in the heat. It was wonderful, wonderful. She fairly danced back to her room and only with difficulty restrained herself from waking her parents. As she fell asleep, she was glad. Glad and warm.





Friday, December 7, 2018

Hot Cross Fingerless Gloves

Inspired by Simple Crossed Stitch Stripe Baby Hat

This is my first crochet pattern, if you find mistakes or have questions, please let me know in the comment section so I can fix it!

I used Caron Simply Soft Party yarn to make these fingerless gloves. I used approximately 56 grams / 108 yards for both gloves. 1 ball of Caron Simply Soft Party or something similar will have enough yarn to make both gloves.
Hook used: H/5.00mm
Stitches and Abbreviations:
st/sts - refers to any stitch or stitches whether it be a chain, or double crochet, or something else.
ch - chain
sl st - slip stitch
sc - single crochet
dc - double crochet
fpdc - front post double crochet. For a video tutorial see here.
bpdc - back post double crochet. For a video tutorial see here.
The number of stitches in each row is given at the end in parentheses. For example (34 sts).
The ch2 at beginning of rows does not count as a stitch. Do not include it in your stitch counts, or join to the ch2 at the end of each row. Join to the first actual dc or sc crocheted in each row, this will make your seam neater and nearly invisible.
Cuff:
Ch 34, join with sl st
Row 1: ch 2, dc in same st, dc in each ch around, join to first dc.
Row 2-3: ch 2, fpdc in same st, bpdc in next stitch. Alternate between fpdc and bpdc around, join to first fpdc. (34 sts)
Palm:
Row 4: ch 2, sc in same st, sc around. Join to 1st sc.(34 sts)
Row 5: ch 2, 2 sc in next 2 sts, sc in next 30 sts, 2 sc in next 2 sts, join to 1st sc. (38 sts)
Row 6: ch 2, sc in same st, sc around. Join to 1st sc.
Row 7: ch 2, 2 sc in next 2 sts, sc in next 34 sts, 2 sc in last 2 sts, join to 1st sc. (42 sts)
Row 8: ch 2, sc in same st, sc around. Join to 1st sc.
Row 9: ch 2, 2 sc in next 2 sts, sc in next 38 sts, 2 sc in last 2 sts, join to 1st sc. (46 sts)
Row 10-13: ch 2, sc in same st, sc around. Join to 1st sc. (46 sts)
Thumb:
Row 14: ch 2, sc 7, insert hook into next st, skip next 29 sts and insert hook into next st (hook is inserted into 2 sts) yarn over and pull up a loop then yarn over again and pull through both loops on hook (this is the joining sc), sc in next 7 sts. Join with sl st to 1st sc.(15 sts)
15 & 16: ch 2, sc around. Join to 1st sc. Fasten off.
Fingers:
(If changing color, do so here.)
Return to row 14 and join with sl st to sc in same st as joining sc from Thumb row 14.
Row 14: ch 2, dc in same st, *skip next dc and dc in following st, dc in skipped st (creates cross), dc in st after cross*, repeat *to* around. Last dc of the row will be worked in the same st as the joining sc. (33 sts)
Row 15-18: ch 2, sc in same st, sc around. Join to 1st sc.
Row 19: Repeat row 14.
Row 20-21: ch 2, sc in same st, sc around. Join to 1st sc. Fasten off.
Work 2nd glove the same as the 1st.

Saturday, November 10, 2018

Popularity, Assassins, and Other Lies I've Believed


Destiny was the popular girl, the queen of high school. Now you think you know her. You think she’s blonde and says “like” way too much. Let me set you straight. She’s brunette, same as me, the girl you think is invisible. You’re right that we don’t hang out, so I don’t know if Destiny says “like” too much, or not enough, or not all, so I can’t set you straight on that one. But maybe give her the benefit of the doubt?

Let me set you straight on some things about me. I’m not the invisible girl who needs to take her glasses off to become drop dead gorgeous. I look good in my lime-green glasses; I chose them over contacts. Who wants to stick plastic directly on their eyes? Also, I have friends: Brooklyn, Tessa, Jared.

You probably want to set me straight about yourself now, don’t you? Like, you’re not that judgey. Okay, if  you’ll believe I’m not telling you about shallow teenagers, then I’ll believe that you’re not a Judgey McJudgeypants. Deal?

Anyways, you wanted to hear about the weirdness at the library. It’s not my natural habitat (thought it was, didn’t you?). My natural habitat is surfing and the yarn store. Knitting needles make good hair-sticks when they’re not in use. But when there’s an essay deadline coming up then the library is the adopted habitat of all teenagers. There’s computers and books there, while at home there’s just the computer and though I’m going to blatantly assume I can out-Google you, sometimes it can only do so much before you need to look up deep facts in a book.

It was a group essay: Destiny, myself, Ethan, and Lizzie. Topic: Overcoming Fear. Lizzie nabbed the only free computer, logged on and muttered, “Everyone meet back in twenty minutes, ’kay?” Ethan already had a list of books and disappeared into the shelves. Destiny and I sorta looked at each other.

“We’ll ask the librarian for ideas?” I suggested.

“Yeah,” agreed Destiny and we headed to the front desk.

That’s when the weirdness started, but I didn’t know it. The light went a little funny and the bookshelves waved for a second, but since I’d never gotten stuck in an alternate dimension before, how was I supposed to know? Destiny froze. I raised an eyebrow at her, but she kept going and asked if I had weekend plans. So we chatted about my surfing competition and about her shopping plans (ha, you think that proves everything you’ve been thinking about her. Don’t lie.)

The front desk was empty. No librarians. No anyone. Just the sound of our voices that were suddenly too loud. 

Something whizzed past my face and Destiny shoved me to the ground, shouting unintelligiblely. After I got my face out of the carpet and retrieved the knitting needle that fell out of my hair, I got a good look at… a bunch of jellyfish-like lights. They glimmered yellow-white, then green, then purple, red, and back to yellow. And they were ramming into Destiny. Or at least they were trying to. Like I said, she was shouting who-knows-what which seemed to be pushing them back. They’d get close to her and then fly back. One of them hit a bookshelf and exploded into purple flames. I gulped.

Whatever crazy magical thing was going on, I wanted to help. It wasn’t fair to leave Destiny with all the work. On the other hand, I didn’t want to distract her either. She was all that stood between us and purple flames. I threw a book at one of the jelly-blobs. It sailed right through. Unfortunately, that brought their attention to me. They started dodging around Destiny and barreled straight for me. So I whacked at them with the knitting needle. Pop! Purple-green-yellow splatters went everywhere. I didn’t have time to consider that a thin needle was doing what a fat book couldn’t; I just kept stabbing jellyfish until they were gone and Destiny stopped shouting.

“What was that about?” I asked, looking around to make sure there really weren’t any more.

Destiny sighed. “It’s… a long story. Short version, my family travels to other dimensions, and we act as ambassadors. There’s sorta a war on right now and some people want us all dead. I didn’t think I’d run into assassins at the library though.” She laughed nervously. “Uh, what’s your… dagger-thing made off?”

“Knitting needle,” I said, wiping weird jelly splatters off and tucking it back into my bun. “It’s aluminum I think.”

“My mom will want to know that. Anything that can help… Guess you’d better come over once we’re done with essay. Come on, let’s find the way out of this dimension before Lizzie notices we’re not back in time.”

Still dazed, I followed her, when my brain finally computed everything she’d said. Did I just stop an assassination attempt?

And yeah. That was the weirdness at the library. I know there’s a technical term for it, but parallel universes are all brand-new to me, so cut me some slack, okay? Now that you know what you want, maybe you could explain if I’m a target for jellyfish-light assassins. I want to know how many more knitting needles I need to buy. 





Prompt: Popularity, Assassins, and Other Lies I've Believed. It came from a random pick your title list. I'm not sure if it still fits as a title, but that's where the ideas came from.




Tuesday, November 6, 2018

Wishing Witches


Wild witches flit out this night
Whisking through moonlit willows
All ephemeral winter white  
They fly by winding wind
Dispersing twinkling wishes wide 
Winking silver in the night
Whizzing in through welcome windows
Resting on the wistful hearts within
Where wishes glow and grow




Written for dVerse.

Wednesday, October 31, 2018

The Attic


Up in the attic
Cacophony
Wailing and moaning
Chains rattle once, twice
Then silence
Battering my peace
Before I shivered 
Safe in bed
But now I must know
Up the stairs
I go with trembling
The attic is dark
My light dies
Something scraps my hand
Now the wails and moans
All are mine
Racing down the stairs



Prompt: A secret in the Attic



Monday, October 22, 2018

Winter Descends


When the clear air bites
Cold and colder
I embark in gloves and scarfs

Green leaves flush in fright
Red and redder
Crunching underfoot

The frosty chill invites
Chocolate and chocolate
Stirred steaming and sipped

Winter brings night —
Early and earlier
My window darkens



Written for dVerse.



Thursday, September 13, 2018

Starlit


Turn your sight to the sound as
Unicorns flit between the trees
Vanishing down the starlit walk
Where sharp crystal hooves rap
Xylophone-like on flagstones leaving
Yellowed notes in the autumn breeze



An alphabet sestet: A poem of six lines where each line begins with a consecutive letter of the alphabet.

Written for dVerse.


Tuesday, September 11, 2018

The Sword Thief


Squirrel had spent some time in jailhouses before, but never in the Imperial Dungeons of the Realm.  The experience of the former had not prepared her for the latter. The Dungeons were, as Lady Corrine would have said “gelid,” and though Squirrel didn’t care for fancy words, for once she had to admit that plain old “cold” didn’t seem to apply. They’d given her a thick blanket, but it did nothing to diminish the bone-aching temperature. The Dungeons would have been dark too, if not for the light of the spells that made escape impossible. They were embedded in very stone and made the Dungeons as bright as noon day. Squirrel was sure all of the guards could see the magic as well; none of them carried torches and all of them walked with confidence that would have been impossible in utter darkness.

Well, she wasn’t going to try to escape. She knew when she was beat. And even if she could, she didn’t think she could meld back into the life of a street thief anyways. Last night - or was it the night before? Time didn’t matter in the Dungeons - had proven that a year living in Captain Delman’s house and eating three meals a day and being fussed over by Lady Corrine had softened her. She’d be dead soon enough on the streets. Might as well die by hanging; at least she’d meet her fate on a full stomach.

She traced the burns on her hands. When she’d grabbed the sword, its magic had burned through her gloves blistering and charring her palms. She’d thought they’d have to be cut off afterwards and wondered how she’d explain the burns to Lady Corrine. Now they were bright and angry looking but no worse than if they’d only been scalded from spilled soup.

Footsteps and voices made her look up. It wasn’t long before the cell door opened and a guard allowed Lady Corrine to enter.

“Oh Sofia!” She cried embracing Squirrel and enveloping her in folds of dark green brocade. She held her hands tenderly once they had pulled away and tutted over the burns. “The trial will be tomorrow, dear. There’s nothing to be afraid of. This is all a terrible mistake and we’ll get it sorted out.”

Despite the frigid air, Squirrel nearly laughed. There certainly hadn’t been any mistake. She’d been caught with the coronation sword the night before the Queen’s coronation and had the burn marks from the sword and the bruises from the city guards to prove it. The only sorting out tomorrow would be how fast a noose would be around her neck. But Lady Corrine had an irrepressible optimism, especially regarding anything involving Squirrel. She was convinced Squirrel was her own long lost daughter that she and Captain Delman had searched tirelessly for for years. Squirrel found it convenient to encourage this belief; but Lady Corrine’s zeal couldn’t save her.

“Just tell them the truth tomorrow, Sofia,” Lady Corrine said gently. “And it will be alright.”

The truth? There were some parts of the truth she wouldn’t admit to even if tortured and the rest of it wouldn’t be believed by anyone besides Lady Corrine and Captain Delman.

“Of course, Mama,” she said. The promise would make Lady Corrine happy for now and they all might as well pretend to happiness before the inevitable.

“Are you comfortable, dear?” Lady Corrine surveyed the cell. “I would have been here sooner, but they wouldn’t let me bring anything, not even when I shook out the blankets for them and offered to have the soup put through a sieve! Oh it’s a crime not to let any sort of comfort in these walls. It is gelid in here, absolutely gelid!”

“The blanket is warm enough,” Squirrel assured her. “I haven’t noticed the cold.”

Lady Corrine gave her the look she always did when she knew Squirrel was lying, but only sighed. Neither of them could change anything.

Behind them the guard coughed, “The time is up, Lady Delman.”

“Goodbye Sofia. Tell the truth tomorrow and we’ll have you home again.”

Then they were gone. Squirrel huddled under the blanket. Living as the Delman’s ward had been strange at times, what with Lady Corrine’s determination to educate her, but it was the best part of her short life. She would be sorry to leave it.

*

The courtroom was built with massive stones and large windows too high above them for escape. Squirrel sat on a wooden bench next to the lawyer the Delmans had hired for her, not that he could do anything. Behind them a railing kept back the curious onlookers who buzzed with speculation about the girl who’d stolen the sword. She didn’t understand why half the court had turned out to see her sentencing. Everyone knew she would hang. Lady Corrine sat on a bench just behind the railing; Captain Delman was nowhere in sight. As the Captain of the Guard tasked with safeguarding the coronation sword he was probably in another cell in the Imperial Dungeons. Squirrel hadn’t been able to bring herself to ask. In front of them was an ornate wooden throne, carved with scenes from famous judgements.

The room suddenly went silent. Squirrel glanced back. The queen had entered. She was dressed in red and white robes for justice and mercy, and walked slowly to the throne. She turned when she reached it and the sword on her belt caught every eye before she sat and the trial began. The hilt was set with a blood-red ruby, an emerald, and two sapphires, each lined with pearls and diamonds. The sheath was likewise adorned with smaller gems and glittered in the sunlight. Even a small jewel would sell for enough to live on for a lifetime. The sword was the most magical object of the realm and though much of it was shrouded  in mystery there were things everyone knew. Only the rightful ruler could hold it without being burned and no monarch could be crowned without it.

The proceedings began. Squirrel listened to herself announced and accused as Sofia Delman, thief. The prosecution outlined how she had how she had stolen the sword, which she couldn’t help but pay attention to out of professional curiosity. The way the prosecution described it anyone could have snatched the sword. Her lawyer made arguments based on where Squirrel had told him she was when the sword was stolen (which was only a guess after all; no one knew when the sword had been taken) and there was much arguing. And then they wanted her story and they wanted her to tell it. So she did.

“I didn’t steal the sword. I only heard about the theft afterwards. It was reported late. The guard on duty hates Captain Delman and wanted to make trouble for him.” That at least was true. She’d heard the glee in his voice when he told the Captain about the theft two days late. She omitted how she’d overheard this conversation with her ear pressed to the back of a painting that covered the listening hole in the Captain’s study. So far she had counted six people who knew about it: the captain, his wife, his aide, two colonels, and herself. The captain didn’t know she had found it.

Even with the delay, Captain Delman had deduced the most likely thief, “The Captain found evidence that suggested Duke Orliff had orchestrated the theft to prevent the coronation, but he couldn’t accuse him in time to retrieve the sword. I had worked as a maid for the Duke once…” Here she left out that she had never been hired; she’d simply walked in and acted like she belonged so that she could learn the layout of the house. She had lived well for a month after that robbery. “…And I had stumbled across a likely spot where he might hide the sword. So I thought I might as well get it back myself.” It was the lest she could do for the Delmans who had given her everything.

Here she was interrupted and asked how she knew about this hiding spot and where it was. She said she found it while cleaning - true, but she neglected to mention that she had been looking for it - and that it was in the Duchesses’s sitting room. Really, it had been easy to sneak in, open the hiding spot and find the sword. The Duke had updated his security a little, but not enough. He was almost begging someone to steal the sword from him.

“So I took the sword. It burned…” too late she caught the frown from her own lawyer. Well, it wasn’t like she could hide the burns anyway. “I’d brought some materials to disguise the sword as a broom and that let me get it out of the house and down quite a few streets.” And then everything went wrong. She was out of practice on the streets and didn’t know routes of the city guards anymore or which streets were blocked off. Even with the sword’s disguise, it glimmered with magic, and was like a beacon in the night. The city guards had quickly spotted her and gave chase.

“I was taking it back to the vault when I was caught,” she finished. Everyone knew that part, there was no need to go into details.

The prosecution sneered in contempt, “And after that pack of lies-”

“Wait,” said the queen suddenly. Every eye turned towards her, “I want to see her hands.”

There was a pause and then a guard motioned for Squirrel to step forward. She held out her hands to the queen. There was the all evidence needed to convict her.

The queen studied her palms carefully and smiled, “These burns are healed.”

Squirrel kept her eyes down and bit back a comment that the burns were only mostly healed. Who was she to correct a queen?

The queen looked over the court, “There are many things not widely known about the sword. Of course it burns anyone who touches it. But if there are no malicious aims, the sword heals the burns as well. She was indeed returning the sword to its rightful place.”

The court exclaimed with all the shock that Squirrel felt. Of all the people to believe her, she’d never thought the queen would! She barely heard the order that she was free and walked back to the bench in a daze. Soon Lady Corrine was enfolding her again in brocade and weeping in relief. It was only when they were in the carriage going home that everything began to seem real. “Ah, Sofia, didn’t I tell you it would be alright? Once Duke Orliff and that guard who betrayed the Captain are dealt with we’ll have him home again. All of us, at home.”

Squirrel smiled and then a thought struck her, “You knew about the healing?”

Lady Corrine nodded, “I heard something once, long ago. And when I saw your hands yesterday I knew it must be true. No burn heals that quickly.”

*

It was good to be back in the Delman Mansion, in her room with the four poster bed and blazing fire. Lady Corrine fussed over her and ordered all her favorite foods and pressed her to eat far more than she actually could. She didn’t mind though. Captain Delman was home the next day, first on bail and then restored to his position when it was discovered the guard who hadn’t reported the theft on time was in Duke Orliff’s pay. He scolded Squirrel for finding and using the listening hole in his study and then dragged out every detail of her infiltration of the Duke’s house that she hadn’t been willing to admit to in court and declared that she would make a fine spy someday. Lady Corrine protested, but not for long as she diligently fussed over her husband and insisted he have another piece of cherry pie and maybe a day or week off from work to recover. The burns on her hands were fully healed long before Lady Corrine remembered Squirrel ought to be working on her education; it was the happiest time of Squirrel’s life.




Prompt: The sword on her belt made an impression.



Tuesday, September 4, 2018

You Hear Me


Lord, You heard my cry
When all the No’s
The stops
Blocked paths
And closed doors
Stood like stonewalls in my way
You reached down to me
Promising
With Your hand in mine
To walk the unknown with me
Then my heart had peace

Give me strength in my afflictions, Lord
I cannot go into the dark night alone



…O Lord, wilt thou give me strength, that I may bear with mine infirmities…
…O Lord, wilt thou grant unto me that I may have strength, that I may suffer with patience these afflictions which shall come upon me…




Written for dVerse.



Thursday, August 30, 2018

New Tricks


Teach the dog new tricks
Old, old, or young
Don’t let them lie
Complacent
And teach the cats
Send them away with tutors
Bid the mice work quantum wonders
Each one flocking together
Playing in fields of insight




Written for dVerse.



Wednesday, August 29, 2018

Cold


Snowy earth revels in winter’s chill
Hiemal ermine covering every hill
Gelid nights and frigid days
Paint the lakes in icy glaze
While blasting wind benumbs eyes
Cheeks, and lashes; frosting  gloveless fingers
Piercing polar coats and arctic boots
And snowflakes recolor winter suits




Hiemal - relating to winter
Gelid - extremely cold

Written for dVerse.



Monday, June 4, 2018

Cobbler


An hour here; five minutes there
Cobble together the time
It’s still not enough
Between busy shades of life
Between musts and shoulds and
Cannot-do-with-outs
Time flying away in ragged swaths
But catch them, stitch them
They just might add up





Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Betta Girl


Prompt: A day in the life of a not-so-super hero.

In a world of superheroes and villains, one expects certain inconveniences. Exploding bridges, high profile kidnappings, delays getting to work while the forces of good and evil battle for control of the city, and science tests.

Melissa tuned out the radio broadcast detailing the latest superhero and villain face off as she rummaged in the fridge for some eggs. Superheroes and villains were always up to some shenanigan and or other. As long as it wasn’t happening near her school, there wasn’t much to worry about. Right now, the science test was more important. 

“Good luck on the test,” said Blaze.

Melissa glanced over at the fiery orange betta fish. “Thanks. I’ll need it.”

“You’ve studied so much that even I know all the answers,” Blaze insisted.

Her mom looked up from writing out a grocery list, “If you two are talking about the test, you’re going to do great.”

Melissa smiled, finished her breakfast and ran out the door to catch the bus. She was glad that science was the only class she had a test in today. She had enough nerves without dealing with everything else. Leaning against the bus window she sighed; she wasn’t looking forward to the test. Her cousin thought having a superpower somehow made her a science expert. Sure maybe the superheroes published all the science behind their powers (for the retired heroes anyways. They didn’t want the villains to get the advantage), but science was her worst subject. 

At school she popped into the front office, ostensibly  to say hi to Mrs. McMullin, but really to chat with Bluebell, the office betta fish.

“I could totally find out all the answers to the test,” Bluebell assured Melissa. “Mr. Ricks is in here all the time…”

Melissa bit back a snort. No one could hear her talking to the betta fish, but snorting for no reason would get her weird looks. “I don’t want the answers. I’m not a cheater.”

Bluebell sighed, “Suit yourself then. But if you ever change your mind…”

Melissa quickly left, glad that Bluebell was confined to a glass tank. That betta fish would get into all sorts of trouble if she could. None of the other betta fish she’d ever met were so interested in human doings.

She slid into her seat next to Carrie and waved at Barney, Mr. Ricks’ deep purple betta fish, glad that it had never occurred to him to help her cheat. If he started shouting out answers at her she wouldn’t be able to help hearing them. And how could she explain to Mr. Ricks that his fish needed to be removed from the classroom during tests? She couldn’t. Superpowers were for saving the world or nearly destroying it. While she liked talking to betta fish, no one was going to believe a superpower as lame as hers existed. Besides, everyone knew about Douglas Finch, a man who’d let everyone know he had the world’s worst superpower: he could make soda go flat. Villains had killed him to make sure he wasn’t hiding other powers. Melissa didn’t plan on having the same thing happen to her.

Mr. Ricks passed out the papers and Carrie gave her a quick smile of encouragement that she shakily returned. Carrie loved science. Over the summer, she attended as many different science camps as she could. On one of the few weekends they’d had a normal slumber party, she’d confided to Melissa that she dreamed of one day inventing all sorts  of devices for the superheroes. Melissa just hoped to pass the test.

Taking a deep breath, she read the first question and started writing. Once she got into the rhythm of the test, she relaxed a little. Blaze was right. She’d studied this backwards and forwards, it wasn’t so bad… She paused at a harder question and frowned. Maybe she should have taken Blueberry up on her offer to get the test answers. Shoving the thought away she concentrated on the question. With another deep breath, she closed her eyes, trying to reach to the edge of her memory. She’d reviewed this kind of question hand’t she? But she couldn’t remember now if they’d ever discussed it in class…

“Duck!”

Melissa did, eyes flying open. A paper plane soared over her head. Only then did she realize it was Barney who shouted. She glanced nervously around. Had anyone noticed her? Mr. Ricks left his desk to angrily confront Cody. Of course it was Cody. He was always in trouble. The other students watched silently until Mr. Ricks barked at them to get back to their tests. No one seemed to have noticed that she had reacted to an unhearable shout. She breathed a sigh of relief.

“Thanks,” she said to Barney, doubly glad no one could hear her.

Mr. Ricks marched Cody out and the test continued. Melissa gave up on the tricky question and jotted down the first thing that came to her mind. It was wrong, but she was too rattled to think it out. The rest of the test wasn’t much better. Carrie finished quickly and sat around looking bored. Mr. Ricks came back without Cody. Glumly, Melissa watched the other students finish and hand in their tests. She was last, finally finishing right as the bell rang. At least it was over.

Carrie had waited for her and they walked out together. “That was so awesome!” gasped Carrie in an excited whisper.

“What?” Melissa stared at her. Even science loving Carrie couldn’t think a test was awesome. Could she?

“You!” Carrie kept her voice low, “I promise, cross my heart and hope to die, I won’t tell anyone. But you can see the future and that is amazing!” She did a weird little dance. Melissa was still confused. Carrie babbled on, “We’ll be such a cool team! I mean, you probably know that already. But I’ll make you the coolest crime fighting gadgets ever and…”

“We need to go to class,” mumbled Melissa, finally piecing things together. “And I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

“Right,” Carrie grinned. “Right. I got carried away. See you at lunch!”

Melissa watched her dash down the hall. She’d always wondered what it would be like to tell someone outside of her family about her power, but she’d never imagined that it would get misinterpreted so badly. She tried to avoid Carrie for the rest of the day, which was impossible since they’d arranged their schedules at the beginning of the year to have nearly all of their classes together. It was a relief to get on the bus and be alone.

“How was school hon?” asked her mom when she walked in the door.

“How was the test?” asked Blaze.

“Um,” said Melissa. “Well… weird. Any ideas on how to convince someone I can’t see the future?”





Saturday, April 14, 2018

Jellyfish

Jellyfish floating by
Like mushrooms
Pulsing with the ocean currents
Pale blobs that horrify
With long plumes
Trailing like fluorescent serpents



Friday, April 13, 2018

The Old Oak Tree


At the base of the old oak tree
Hidden among the gnarled roots
Comes the sound of minute flutes
Calling you to the fairies’s jamboree

Nimbly follow their music eerie
Oh, the wondrous sights you’ll see
At the base of the old oak tree
Hidden among the gnarled roots

A brownie dances with the nixie
In his fine green bracken suit
Around them hangs golden fairy fruit
If you think it’s lovely, stay here with me
At the base of the old oak tree





Thursday, April 12, 2018

Reasons

It’s all about
All about the fun
The twist of words
Braided strand by strand
Woven with cadence
Rhythm and rhyme
Knotted with precision
Until every word is lace
Or else a tangle
It happens sometimes



Written for dVerse.

Reverie

Dreams
Sure as water
Held by a chain link fence
woven by starlight
And harp chords
Stronger than lions


Tuesday, April 10, 2018

Faith


Blindfolded with gossamer threads
With my eyes wide open
Seeing the swells, the wind 
Danger
No pathway through a raging ocean
But a whisper, like a dove
Flying steadily leads me on
Through the impossible
Past the tempestuous sea
Emerging on the far shore
Feet planted in the golden sand
Free from the storm; turning back
I see
Each link in the bridge that carried me




Monday, April 9, 2018

Fickle Seasons

Spring has come?
Is it time yet to unzip coats,
Shed hats, tear off gloves,
Put away the boots?
Daffodils show their yellow faces
The robins are back from vacation
Conducting the dawn chorus
Green is in the air
The forecast for tomorrow: Snow.


Written for dVerse.




Be Whole

Minist'ring angels
You and me
Guided by heaven
With cheerful actions
However small
Blessed to be greater
Then we see or know
Lifting up
Our sisters, our brothers
That we may all be whole


Saturday, April 7, 2018

Sky Lords

Here it’s whispered are dragons
Strain your eyes, you might see one
Spreading their wings in the sun
Ruling with fire and talons



Friday, April 6, 2018

Looking Ahead

Away in the distance
The path curves
Bending round the pines out of sight
I’ll only walk it once
With braced nerves
Yet ready for the mountain’s height



Shared with dVerse.


Prompt: Distance.

Thursday, April 5, 2018

Waiting

It’s like a sunset
Waiting long
All day for a glimpse

Or I should have said
The dawn or
Fleeting rainbows

Musings in the air
Bouncing words
That soon dissipate

Rules, rhythms, rhymes
Demanding beauty
That I couldn’t catch

But we writers try
Try again
Searching for the answer

Did it mean something
This poem
You read, that I wrote?



Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Pretending


This poem was written using only words from page 127 of Essays of E. B. White in the essay "Unity."

Unending sky pretending
The wind is earth
The rain a sovereign 
Protected by strong diplomacy
With commands, concerns, constitutions,
A discussion on evolution and progress,
With political pursuits to maintain
Such attention to a wish
Could wake to the broken familiar
Of something wild happening





Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Holy Places


Here, where my mother knelt
with my father beside her
praying with love from eternity
for me,
for my brothers,
for every facet of our lives.
They hallowed the ground
where they worried, and loved,
And guided.
United.



Written for dVerse.



Late Night

peering through branches
at the moon through netted screen
makes moonlight fuzzy



Sunday, April 1, 2018

Chalkboard Dragon


It’s an average classroom 
Lectures, tests, and grades 
Well known expectations 
I’ve seen it all before 

but 

Here there’s something different 
Resting on the board 
A dragon in the chalk 
Hidden in the outline 
Not erased; not yet 

This dragon is calling 
Through the barriers of time 
Breaking expectations 
Am I the only one who sees? 

It’s ready to step off 
And I’ll be waiting here 
To brush the chalky dust 
From glistening, pristine scales 
And rise
Roaring, and soaring 
Into the sky 



Wednesday, March 21, 2018

By Definition

An alphabetical story from the dictionary


Adapt: verb
1. What mom says we’ll do in Denver.
- “Don’t worry, Sophie! We’ll adapt.” - Mom
Synonyms: be miserable forever, forget all our friends in Atlanta

Beach: noun
1. Best place EVER!
2. Doesn’t exist in Denver.

Call: verb
1. To speak to someone a long, long, long way away.
- “Cross my heart and hope to die, I’ll call you every day!” - Luna, BFF

Death: noun
1. What might as well be happening when you move.

Eternal: adjective
1. Driving across the country with two parents, a cat and a baby in a crying competition, the twins, me, an older brother who ate all the snacks already, movies that are educational (see: boring), 21 rounds of “I Spy” that only dad is playing anymore, and no comfortable sitting position.
Synonym: torture

Fun: noun
1. What dad says we’re having.
2. Not anything that’s happening in this car.
3. I think dad doesn’t know what fun is. Kathy (twin 2) says that’s because dad grew up with dinosaurs: therefore anything that is not running for your life, must be fun.

Gingerbread: noun
1. The front of our new house with its white curlicue trim at the top of the porch against the brown bricks.
2. Tasty treat we got at the bakery to celebrate the end of the eternal road trip.
- “You can’t catch me I’m the gingerbread man!” - Ethan (twin 1) before eating said gingerbread.

Hallway: noun
1. The last place you want to be in a new school, after the bell rings, and everyone’s in class except you, because you don’t know where anything is. It doesn’t help that the theatre class is in another building altogether.
Synonym: labyrinth

Incredible: adjective
1. Making the swim team!

Joke: noun
1. Luna’s promises to call everyday. She hasn’t, not even once.
2. I even tried calling her. She didn’t answer. Joke’s on me.
- “Wanna hear a joke? Knock-knock…” - Arnold (annoyingist older brother) who doesn’t understand the depths of despair.
Antonyms: BFF, Loyalty, steadfast friendship,

Kickoff swim-meet: noun
1. The only good thing in Denver.
2. Still not as good as a beach.
3. But pretty close.

Lunchtime: noun
1. A bad time of day to be sitting all by yourself.
- “It’s lunchtime already? I’ll just be here with all my imaginary, invisible friends that no one can see, working on homework.” - Me.
Synonyms: Atlanta is way better, lame, loneliness,

Monologue: noun
1. Dramatic reading in theatre class that might actually be fun.

Noelle: noun
1. French word for Christmas.
2. Girl from theatre class. She invited me to go four wheeling.
- “You’ve never been four wheeling?! We have to fix this!” - Noelle
Synonym: maybe a friend?
Antonym: Mom thinks four wheeling is dangerous. But she’s on a business trip and dad says it’s okay. Kathy (twin 2) says that dad thinks anything that is not getting eaten by a dinosaur is safe.

Ouch: exclamation
1. A small fraction of the sound you make when you break your arm, falling off a four wheeler.
2. A small fraction of the pain in your soul because you’re no longer on the swim team.

Pain: noun
1. My arm. All of it.
2. Not swimming.
Antonym: Dramatic monologue?
- “You’re brain’s not broken, so you can still memorize. Memorizing is pain free.” - Noelle, making a Joke: noun, while waiting around in the hospital.

Questionable: adjective
1. Anything written with my left hand.
2. Whatever it is that dad cooked for my first night back home. Kathy (twin 2) says that when dad grew up with the dinosaurs, they didn’t have time to develop any kind of cuisine, other than “edible.”
- “It is questionable whether anything on my plate is edible.” - Everyone in the family.
Antonym: anything that mom cooks, but she’s still on the business trip, feed it to the cat when dad’s not looking

Relaxing: noun
1. What everyone at school thinks I’m doing and they’re jealous. I got a bunch of cards from all my classes telling me so.
2. What I would be doing if my arm didn’t hurt.
3. Almost obtainable when Arnold (rather nice older brother recently) lets me burn through his movie collection.

Signatures: noun
1. My new collection, displayed on my cast. Everyone at school wants to sign. Noelle went first.

Talk: verb
1. Got to do with Luna. She got banned from electronics for a bit and has been super busy, so that’s why she never called. She has a new puppy.
2. Doing a lot with Noelle, practicing our monologues.
3. And mom! She’s almost home.

Unexpected: verb
1. I have friends in Denver.
2. I got the highest grade on the monologue!
Synonym: who knows, I might get a part in the play

Vacation: noun
1. What mom started talking about when she got home. We might go to Atlanta. But Disneyland is closer.

Wholeheartedly: adjective
1. Our feelings about Denver.
- “Denver’s a great place, isn’t it?” - Dad. “I wholeheartedly agree.” - Me

X-ray: noun
1. Proof my arm is better!
Synonym: Goodbye cast!

Yo-yo: noun
1. A very frustrating toy that I can’t use with either hand.
2. Ethan’s “cast-off” present so I can practice using my arm again.
Synonym: a month from now maybe I’ll actually be able to do it.

Zigzag: verb
1. The way life doesn’t go in a straight line, but you get somewhere anyways.



Prompt: Our family dictionary.



Thursday, March 1, 2018

Birthday Candles

Candles swim frosting waves
That rise up and curve back
In wide sugared strokes
Along the edges of the cake
Bordered by pebbly sands of sprinkles
That drop into oblivion
Gleaming candles burn steady
Like lighthouses through the night
Sparking wishes for the year



Written for dVerse


 

Wednesday, February 28, 2018

The Very Sleepy Sheep

Once upon a time there was a very sleepy sheep. He had a thick, soft, wooly coat, and two big curly horns, and one really big problem. He couldn’t go to sleep. He was a very tired sheep, but no matter what he did, he couldn’t fall asleep.

He ate all the grass and clover he could find, but this did not help him sleep. So he moved on to other foods. He made a salad with tomatoes and croutons and parsnips, but he still didn’t nod off. So he ordered a pizza with extra cheese, then a chocolate cake with chocolate chips and washed it all down with two quarts of pink lemonade with a little umbrella. He tried to eat the umbrella too, just in case. But none of this worked.

The sleepy sheep decided that food was not helping, so he changed tactics. He went for a run all over his pasture to wear himself out. But this did not help. So he did fifty jumping jacks. But although jumping jacks take a lot of energy, he couldn’t sleep. So he took a bike ride, then a spelunking trip, and finished off with three laps in an Olympic swimming pool. But at the end of it all, he still wasn’t inclined towards sleep.

By now the sheep was very sleepy. He really wanted to be in his dreams. So he made up his bed, and fluffed up his pillow. And as he lay there, he looked up at the stars and started counting humans. And by the time he reached 17,152, he drifted off. Soon, the pasture was serenaded with his snores as the sleepy sheep slumbered.



Prompt: Bedtime story.

Sunday, February 25, 2018

Deepening Night

From deepening night
Shadows of snatching and catching
Reach past the locked door
      They won't stop at the locked door
We turn away in fear
When a shout wakes the stars
Dimly we see the knight
Conquering the perilous shadows
Fleeing defeated before her


Tuesday, February 6, 2018

She Doth Protest Too Much

Not again
Not once more
I did it
It’s done
That’s it
The end

How glorious to reach the end!
To put the yarn away again
And with satisfaction gaze upon it
The endless work multiplies no more
Happy day! The blanket now is done
I’ll never need another like it

That’s all that there is too it
I’m happy to see the end
Even though my fun is done
What makes you think I’ll start again?
I’m certainly not making more!
I really couldn’t stand it!

I’m completely sick of it!
Once was enough to do it
Perhaps I’ll dream of more…
But I know this is the end
I couldn’t be enticed again
The decision’s made and done

I know I’m bored now it’s done
But I told you I couldn’t do it
Not again!
 
Of course I’m going to do it
Couldn’t help myself in the end
Alas, ’tis yarn, I’ll always be wanting more

Another? Why not twenty more?
Think how pretty they’ll be when done!
Or perhaps this one will be the end…
The future’s too far to plan it
And though I might deny it
I’ll likely try to carve it into stone again

And that’s the end of it
Not bad to get more done
So, hit repeat and do it all again


I tend to do this every time I finish crocheting something.

Written for dVerse.


 

Sunday, February 4, 2018

Waiting for Spring

The year has turned the page and waits for spring;
branches are silver-bare that wait for spring.

Winter has passed us by, yet it lingers still,
leaving shabby, snowy patches waiting for spring.

Though the frigid wind bites down to the bone,
hopeful warm thoughts patiently wait for spring.

Searching for the first of spring-green shoots
that mark the predestined end of waiting for spring.

Dreaming of the profusion of buds and robin chirps,
the warmth in the air after we’ve waited for spring.


Written for d'Verse.


Wednesday, January 31, 2018

Quadrille Sonnet

Sweet poem forming
From swirling words
Plucked from storming
Lithe nebulous herds

That go roaming
Through cultured minds
As visions singing
Of tantalizing finds

Sought with cunning
Coaxed with patience
Caught with writing
Rife with cadence

Slowly the poem blooms
Unfurling its vibrant plumes



Written for d'Verse



Thursday, January 25, 2018

The Sweater Curse

Wren’s needles clicked away and the gray yarn swiftly turned into something usable. She settled deeper into the library couch and let her magic flow. The acrylic drank in the magic, becoming saturated; it would hold it and keep the spell going. The spell she was working in now was a simple warming spell, to dispel the cold of the Broken Rib Mountains, while leaving the sweater lightweight and non-bulky. Felix would love it.

She sighed. As much as she wanted the sweater to be done and perfect, finishing it also meant that Felix would be leaving to serve in the Entrelac Army. It would be lonely without Felix. The sweater was the best way she could make his time serving their country more comfortable. She resisted the urge to knit in protective spells; his armor would take care of that.

“Hey there!”

Wren looked up and smiled as Olivia joined her in the library’s craft room. She met with the knitting group weekly. It was a easy way to take her mind off of Entrelac things and stay connected to earth. Nebraska and Entrelac were literally worlds away from each other. Most of her family didn’t understand her obsession with synthetic fibers (most of the knitting group didn’t either), and preferred importing natural yarn from Entrelac. But for Wren there was something intriguing about acrylic. Magic reacted differently to it than it did with natural fibers. Analyzing the differences was a hobby of hers. Of course, her knitting group  was oblivious to this. Entrelac didn’t exist for them.

“What’re you working on?” Olivia plopped down next to her and started digging her own project - brightly colored cabled yoga socks - out of her bag.

“Sweater for Felix.”

Olivia laughed, “You sure about that? Aren’t you afraid of the sweater curse?”

Wren’s needles stopped. “Curse?”

“You haven’t heard of it?” Olivia adjusted her yoga socks and started knitting. “If you make your boyfriend a sweater, the relationship is doomed.” She grinned, “My cousin did that twice and lost both of them.”

“How does it work?” asked Wren, setting the sweater down in her lap. She was always weary of earth superstitions. Everyone laughed at her, but when she knew that simple things could have an impact (burying a griffin feather in a home’s foundation kept it strong ), she felt it best to proceed with caution.

Olivia glanced at Wren’s face and laughed, “Oh don’t take it too seriously. It’s just a thing. I mean, it takes so long to make a sweater that by the time people are done, the likelihood that the relationship has run its course is pretty high. But you and Felix - you guys have been together for a while, you’re probably fine.”

A few other knitters arrived at this point and laughed along with Olivia. One insisted that the sweater curse had struck her just two years ago and the others teased her about it. While everyone remains lighthearted, Wren began to rethink her idea. “Maybe socks would be better,” she muttered. Although what she would do with a sweater’s worth of yarn afterwards she wasn’t sure.

“Make him socks and he’ll walk away!” Olivia said brightly, “Face it, you’re stuck no matter what you do. Make him the sweater. At any rate he’ll appreciate it. I don’t know any other guy who actually knows anything about knitting.”

Wren smiled. Learning to knit, and thus do magic, was a given for anyone from Entrelac. Even though she’d grown up on earth where knitting was practically a female-only craft, she always found it odd that more men didn’t knit. “What about a scarf… Are there any problems with scarfs?”

An older member of the group walked in and overheard her, “Last I checked scarfs aren’t problems, they’re opportunities. What’s going on?”

Olivia answered, “She’s trying to avoid the sweater curse.”

The older woman laughed, “Honey, I made my boyfriend a sweater with more cables than you could shake a stick at, before he even thought about marriage. We’ve been married thirty years now. Make the sweater and don’t listen to the nay sayers.”

Wren picked up her needles again feeling relieved. It was just another earth superstition then. She laughed as everyone teased her about being worried and kept working. There was nothing to correspond to it in Entrelac’s magic. Besides, as desolate as the Broken Rib Mountains were, they  weren’t on earth. Surely the superstitions wouldn’t follow Felix from one world to another. As she chatted with the group, the conversation changed and the sweater curse was forgotten.
*
Wren passed through the portal from earth to Entrelac, the magic brushing against her like loose threads. Her parents were close behind her. They stood in the courtyard of a repurposed palace. It had once been an extravagant getaway for the nobility. Since the fall of the monarchy and the rise of the democracy, it had been turned into offices, and served as a portal to earth. Felix would be waiting for them. Wren’s heart fluttered and she hugged the package close. The sweater had been finished the week before and she couldn’t wait for him to see it. They went through customs, not unlike an airport, but with magic it was much faster. And as last, there he was.

Grinning, she ran to him and he scooped her up into a hug. They didn’t break apart until her parents joined them. She blinked back tears. It would be silly to cry now, while he was still here. “Here,” she handed him the tissue-paper wrapped package.

“You didn’t have to,” he said smiling as he fumbled with the paper.

“Yeah. Just like you don’t have to go. I did it anyways.”

He pulled the sweater out and his smile widened. “Another one of your experiments?”

“No. Sorta. I mean, it’s acrylic, but I’ve done the spell before. I wouldn’t send you off with something that would malfunction.”

“I’ll take very good care of it,” he promised. “I got something for you too.”

He pulled something out of his pocket. It was a silver necklace with a yarn ball and needles making a heart. Her throat caught and she swallowed hard. She wouldn’t cry until after he left. “It’s perfect.”

“Hold it up to your ear.”

She did, and nearly lost her resolve to not cry. It was a spell recording of his voice saying, “I love you.” Over and over again.

“I love you too,” she whispered.

“And he’ll be back before you know it,” her father said cheerfully. “We’ll all miss you Felix. But there’ll be a victory dinner ready and waiting for you.”

“Already looking forward to it,” Felix replied. “The Broken Rib is a pretty quite area. The royalist forces don’t get up there much. I’m sure you’ll all have more excitement then I will. Come on, my parents are waiting for us.”

They walked holding hands, and talking of his assignment. When he came back they could start planning a wedding. They would have to decide whether to live in Nebraska or Entrelac, whether to buy a house or build one, what kind of griffin feathers would be buried in the foundation. (If they stayed in Nebraska - how they keep the neighbors from noticing they were digging around the foundation just to add some strange looking feathers.) But those where all questions and plans for later.  For now, they enjoyed the moment.
*
Wren and her mother sat side by side at the kitchen table with two boxes of tissues and a soggy pile beside them. “You need to go to the knitting group,” her mother said. “You’ll have to face them sometime. The sooner you go, the fewer questions they’ll have.”

Wren wiped another tissue across her eyes. “I know. I just - Is it really best to say we broke up?”

Her mother nodded gently, “We don’t know how many royalists are here. If we tell the truth - it might be enough for them to match things up and find us. Felix wouldn’t want his death to endanger you.”

Wren nodded. The news had come a few weeks ago. No one knew why the royalists had attacked Felix’s post. The royalists had been repelled, but at a great cost. Felix hadn’t survived. The sweater had been returned with the news. Wren couldn’t look at it. Even worse was that she couldn’t explain to her Nebraskan friends the grief she felt. It was just going to look like one really bad break up. She packed up her project bag, discarding the matching sweater she had been making for herself and replaced it with a hat. Hats were mindless. With a deep breath she left.

She was late. “Where’ve you been?” called Olivia as she walked in. “It’s been two weeks. We were beginning to think you eloped or something.”

Carefully Wren sat down, trying to keep her emotions in check. She should have stayed away. “No. No elopement. He - we broke up.”

There were cries of sympathy and immediate hugs. She floundered through their questions. Felix had gotten a job opportunity in another state and they’d decided they couldn’t do long distance. Several of them quickly made snide remarks about Felix’s lack of manners, unknowingly beating on her already bruised heart. “The sweater curse strikes again!” said Olivia lightly, tying to add some humor to the situation.

Wren’s heart clenched. She’d forgotten about the sweater curse. Could it be? No one on earth really believed it, but they didn’t believe in magic either and that was real. Perhaps the acrylic yarn mixed up with her magic had brought the curse to life. If so - then it was her fault Felix had died. She fled from the knitting group. They couldn’t understand her reaction, but she didn’t care.

Safely home, she threw herself on her bed and wept. When she finally looked up, her eye fell on a ball of innocent acrylic sitting on her nightstand. She flung it to the other side of the room and glared at it. Why had she been so obsessed with it? Starting today she would get rid of every skein of acrylic she had ever touched. Then she sighed and dragged herself off her bed and picked the ball up. There was only one way to know if the sweater curse was real. She had to study it. Examine the yarn, the needles, the magic, everything. It could be her life’s work. She might never know. But trying to find out - even if it led to the conclusion that she really had cursed her love - was better than fearing it.

Wren worked late into the night, one hand writing notes, while the other pressed Felix’s necklace to her ear and listening to his voice whispering over and over again, “I love you, I love you, I love you…”



Prompt: Old Wives' Tales.



Wednesday, January 3, 2018

Graceful

like a dancer's liquid grace
swans float on the water's face
poised and breathless in their place
feathers spread like downy lace


Written for dVerse.



Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Through the Window

Hoofbeats clatter down the drive
As the rose gold sun swims
Out of violet seeped night
Glinting on the crystal horns
Of a flock of unicorns
There’s a blessing in the sight
As they go scintillating by
See them leap
Upwards toward the sky


Written for dVerse.